I was really really truly HAPPY!!
-though in the same time I felt really sad too-
time does fly... it's been 4 weeks since I started my internship...
and yesterday, I finished it...
now, just 1 week left to do my CIE and presentation...
and on friday, i'll graduate from my school...
NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it means, I ALMOST GO HOME!!!!
NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO STAY HERE!!!
STAY STAY STAY!!!
I WANNA STAY HERE WITH MY FLAT MATES!!!
the greatest flat mate ever! Hae In and Rika!!! (I'll make sure to call you guys if I'm going to korea and japan ~^__^~)
but well,
I still have university to finish off...
course that still waiting for me to take...
and...
family and friends that waiting for me to cook something -_____-;;
talking about food...
HUNGRYYYYYYYYY!!!
but dunno what should I eat for today's lunch...
should I eat zaru soba again?
well since it's summer in here, why not? ~^___^~
- Location:beloved flat
- Mood:
hungry - Listening to:Jason Mraz - Love for a child
Title: Waiting
Pairing: Kyuwook, a bit of Kyumin
Genre: Angst (?)
Rating: Pg-13 (?)
Summary: Kyuhyun make a promise that he’ll come after four years… he didn't come at the promised day, but Ryeowook still waiting for him… (I’m suck at summary >.<)
A/N: do tell me if I fail… coz I really think that this is a fail >.<
“Four years… it’s only four years, and I’ll be back… I promise…”
The first time I heard it, I didn’t know whether I can hang in there or not. Four years is not a while… it’s a long time for me.
The first year of waiting, it was so frustrating. I missed you so much… I wanted to meet you… I was always wondering about you…were you ok? How’s your life? Did you miss me? Were you happy wherever you are?
I wanted to see you, to hear your voice, to see your smile… but I still have three more years… three more years of waiting…
The second year, I felt like a shell… void, empty, alone… I missed you Kyu… but I was waiting… waiting at our promised place… I really wanted to see you…
The third year, I felt so impatient… I wanted to see you… but the thought that I survived three years without you made me hang in there patiently… just one more year… one more year until we finally meet again.
The fourth year came… finally… I can’t wait to see you Kyu… I finally can hear that voice again… I finally can see those smiles again… and I can finally see my beloved Kyuhyun…
I waited at the promised place… I waited and waited, but you never showed up. I started to worry… have you forgotten your promise? Have you forgotten me? I waited until the promised time passed… I waited until the next day, but you never showed up… where were you Kyu?
` The fifth year came, and I’m still here waiting for you.God granted my wish… though it’s been years since the last time I saw you, but I could never forgot your figure… you were walking towards me. I really wanted to run and hug you… but then, I saw a small figure beside you… someone I don’t know.
“Wookie hyung, how are you? It’s been awhile, right? I’m sorry I didn’t come last year… I… I still can face you last year… but now… Oh! I forgot, this is my boyfriend… he… he helped me these past four years…”
You looked at him… but the way you look at him, there is something… something I couldn’t explain. He looked at you too and as if he knew what you were thinking, he looked at me.
“I’m sorry, I forgot to introduce myself… I’m Lee Sungmin… I’m Kyuhyun’s Senior in his school”
Ah!! So that’s how it was… I didn’t know what to feel… should I feel happy or should I feel sad? I looked at Kyu…
”Were you happy Kyu?”…
“Hyunnie, I’ll wait in the car…”
“Ok”
He turned away… walked out towards the car. I looked at my Kyu… but I didn’t know whether I still can add ‘my’ in front of his name. As soon as Sungmin disappeared from his sight, you started to cry. I really want to hug you, but eventhough I tried, I couldn’t touch you… so, I just stood there, beside you… hoping that you’ll stop crying.
“I’m sorry hyung… I know I shouldn’t cry like this… but I still can’t forget about you… though I have Sungmin hyung now, but I only loved you… if only I could turn back time… ”
I tried to wipe those tears again… but I couldn’t touch you… now, I let my hand linger on your cheeks… I’m happy to just be able to see you… I know I shouldn’t ask for more.
“Hyung, were you there?”
I was surprised.
“Can you feel me Kyu?”
“I hope you’re there… I hope I can see you again… I miss you Wookie hyung… life without you is not life… I thought of suicide many times… but, your last words held me back from doing it…”
“Tell me how to leave you after I heard this Kyu…”
“Hyung… tell me… tell me how to see you again… I miss you so bad… I want to see you”
“Don’t cry Kyu… my beloved Kyu…”
I’m happy to be able to see you again… but, it breaks my heart to see you like this. I’m so sorry Kyu… but we can’t do anything about this…
After a few minutes, you stood up and wiped your tears. If only I could touch you, I’ll wipe it for you my Kyu…
“Anyway… sleep tight my beloved Wookie… I’ll come again next year… like what I promised… but now, I won’t break it like the last time… so, till we meet again my love…”
I look at Kyu’s retreating back. Now, I’m the one who can’t stop my tears…
“Till we meet again my love… I’ll wait for you”
- Location:in Daesung's heart XDDDD
- Mood:
blank - Listening to:Lee Hyori - Don't Love Her
i don't want those two...
i want that guy!!! (i can't type his name... its too hard)
damn! that guy is soooooo coooooo~~~~llllll~~~...
good thing we are in the same class, same batch, and same level...
i really have an eye for him since the first time we sat in orientation class...
but still... cool guy mean bitches around...
oh yeah, i hate that bitch!! (and the other one :p)
i want "A" i want "A" i want "A"... (that's the only letter i remember from his name >.<)
- Location:somewhere cold
- Mood:
cold - Listening to:taylor swift - breath
016. Quiet Places, Yesung/Ryeowook, implied Kyuwook
“I find you Wookie”
You found him… again… sitting in some quiet place.
You sat beside him and wrapped your hand protectively around his slim waist. He rested his head on your shoulder, tears still coming down from his eyes, but you didn’t care if it soaked your clothes.
It’s always you who found him. It’s always you who comforted him. It’s always you who stopped his tears and make him smile again. It’s always you… you make yourself his strength and you’re always there when he needed someone.
But, it’s not you who has his heart. It’s not you who he thought of every day. It’s not you who he wanted the most… it’s his boyfriend… Cho Kyuhyun… the man you hated the most.
024. Spotlight, Sungmin/Kyuhyun
We used to be the spotlight, you and me as Kyumin but when I knew that you really loved me, I just can’t continue the fanservice…not when you really have feelings for me.
I started to avoid you
Now, I knew that my decision was wrong.
Now, when I realized that I actually love you, it’s all too late… you got someone else… and you’ll never see me again…
059. Calendar, Eeteuk/Eeteuk, Wonteuk
You looked at the calendar happily. A few days left before your wedding. Once again, you remembered the day when he proposed to you and you smiled at the thought.
thoughts were disturbed by the ringing of your phone. You looked at caller ID and saw your best friend’s name on it.
“Yes Kangin?”
“Hyung…”
“What?”
“It’s… Siwon…”
“What’s with Siwon?”
“He can’t make it…”
“What do you mean?”
“He… got into an accident… he can’t make it”
064. Balance, Kyuhyun/Kyuhyun, Kyuwook
He was there, holding tight onto his cane to keep his balance. He was standing there, looking at his lover who was waiting for him with a sweet smile and arms wide open.
“Come here Kyu”
He saw that smile for years but he never grew tired of it. He walked towards his lover and hugged him.
“I’ll be with you forever Wookie”
The people who witnessed it were screaming, but he didn’t care about it. His lover was smiling at him and that’s what he needed the most. His body finally fell on the ground and where he was left to be together with his only love.
You knew that your condition changed from bad to worse and you didn’t have much time left. You used to accept that. Used to…
But now, when you watched him sleep beside you, remembering what the two of you had done and wondering what you will do the next day. It made you think that it’s hard to leave him.
“As I knew you deeper, it’s made me hard to accept the reality.”
You put your hand on his waist and you moved your body closer to him. You were wondering how he’ll live when you’re gone.
“I don’t want to die… I want to be with you… forever…”
You kissed his lips gently, not wanting to wake him up though it was useless because he opened his eyes and looked at you.
“Kibummie, why aren’t you asleep?”
“I love you Hae”
“Wha…”
“Let’s sleep now”
“Okie… Kibummie…”
“Hmm?”
“I love you too…”
- Location:chunhee's room :p
- Listening to:shaniskara - i hate my connection
Title: Letter for Myself
Pairing: None (Eeteuk only)
Genre: Angst (?)
Rating: G
Summary: Eeteuk write a letter for himself (I really suck at summary >.<)
A/N: thanks to
leunah23 for always beta-ing my fic xD and
thewindchime for the (very first) comment xD
My dear Self Eeteuk,
You are a leader…
You are the umma of all Super Junior members,
You care for each member,
You cherish all the members…
You bring laughter when they are sad,
You stay strong for them,
You try to be perfect for them…
Without you realizing, everyone that stays beside you, laugh…
And there is nothing else that can make you happy besides seeing their happy faces…
But…
There are times when you’re not strong enough,
There are times when you shed tears,
There are times when you need someone to help you…
My dear self,
You realize that…
The more you laugh, the more you shed your tears…
The more you act strong, the more you feel weak…
The more you feel you embrace Super Junior, the more you realize that…
You are alone…
- Mood:
lazy - Listening to:Super Junior KRY - Georeumeul Momchugoo
- Mood:
cheerful - Listening to:Son Dambi - Crazy
- Mood:busy
- Listening to:2PM - I hate you
- Mood:busy
- Listening to:KRY - Hero's dreams
055. Shatter, Kangin/Kangin
Title: My Angel
Pairing: Kangin/Kangin, Kangteuk
Genre: angst
Rating: pg-13
Summary: My only angel, today is our 4th anniversary. You know what, I did all the things on the list that you made… read to find the rest ^ ^
My only angel, today is our 4th anniversary. You know what, I did all the things on the list that you made. Now, I kinda proud of myself because of that.
I’m asking you my angel, why is it so easy to get used at you? Why can’t I have enough of you? The first one week after we became a lover, I can’t get enough of that unique laugh of yours, I can’t stop to look at your angelic face and the dimples that shown, and then I already missed you when we were apart even for just five minutes.
After we lived together, I can’t seem to get enough of you. I’m so used with you laying beside me, to hold you in my arms and sleep, to found you still sleeping in the morning, to kissed those lips and wake you up, I can’t seem to get enough of everything about you.
Here I am, laying on our bed alone… I looked at the ceiling that has our picture. I remembered you’re the one who made it and I protested about it at first. But, I feel thankful for it now because, I still can see you before I sleep, remembering the sweet times we’ve spent, and hoping that I’ll dream about you in my deep sleep.
My beloved angel, I can’t sleep tonight tough. I missed you too much till the point that even when I looked at your photos, it isn’t enough anymore. I want to hold you again. I need you… so bad my angel… what should I do? Tears are formed in my eyes now…
My angel, how is heaven? Have you asked God too, why He took His beautiful angel from me so fast? Why He won’t share His most beautiful angel to His human? To me… because I can guarantee him that, I would be the one who protected you. No one can stained your beautiful figure. My angel, do you remember the times when you said that you loved me so much? Can you beg God to bring you back to your loved one?
I remember the day when you told me that you were sick, the day when the doctor told you to stay in hospital, the day when you were saying “sorry for not telling you about this sooner” and you were crying after that that. I remember how hurt it was when I know about the illness, how hurt it was to see you crying like that, it broke my heart… shattered into pieces…
I know you were crying too in the hospital, but you never show it to me. You were smiling your angelic smile when you feel that I’m awake. No my Angel, I’m not sleeping when you were crying, I only pretend to because I know you didn’t want me to know it.
“Kangin-ah… I want you to live your life till the ends… promise me?”. You know exactly how much I wanted to end up my life after you’re gone. I never told you that but, it was like you read my mind when you said that with that smile. I keep my most difficult promise my angel. I lived the life that you wanted me to keep, the life that we’ve done in the past. But it’s hard without you by my side…
I miss you… I miss you so much my angel… I want it so badly to go to your place… but I can’t, right? I have promise that I need to fulfill… so, until we meet again my love… there won’t be the second love in my life because, this life is belong to my angel… my angel Teukie…
- Mood:
cold - Listening to:SS501 - warning
Title : Inside the Cage
Pairing : Kyuwook
Genre : Angst (?)
Rating : R
Summary : this is about how Ryeowook spend his days after being kidnapped by Kyu.
Warning : unbetaed
A/N : This is the sequel of Cause You’re mine. But you can just read this part…
Day 2
This is the second day Kyuhyun held me in his room. At first I was forbid to go outside the house, but now, I can’t even get out of the room.
Yesterday I was struggling… trying to run away… but being the weak one with a sore body, I got caught easily… he took me to bed and tied me. I was screaming… I was scared, but he, he puts something in my mouth. I couldn’t let my voice out.
Yesterday, he fucked me again… and it’s just different… his kiss, his touch, his everything… He’s not my kind-hearted Kyu anymore. I feel disgusted at him. And I feel disgusted at myself…
“Oh! My Wookie is awake… here’s your breakfast sweetie…”
I turn my face. I don’t want to see him anymore. All the love I’ve got, it’s just vanished… I hate him I hate him I hate him!!!
“You want me to feed you? I’ll be glad”
He took my face to look at him. He gave me his smile… but it feels creepy somewhat…
“Why my wookie being so quiet today?”
He’s the one who talked while I’m only glared at him…
“Ah! I know… is it because of… this? Now you’re free to talk”
He removed the fabric in my mouth.
“HELP ME!!!!! HEL umph!!”
I was screaming as soon as he removed it, but as soon as I screamed, he shut my mouth back with it. I look at him again. I was angry at him…
“Don’t be a naughty boy my love… I won’t let you”
He smirked when he said that. I hate that smirk, I hate that mouth, I HATE HIM!! I want to go home. I don’t want to be here.
Day 4
It’s been four days since I’m here… I rejected all the food that he gave. But now, I’m hungry… I’m so hungry… these past three days, I only swallow my cum and water. He always fucked me, gave me a blowjob, and when I cum, he took it all and transfer it to me. It’s disgusting! I hate it!
I’m hungry, and my hand sore… it’s hurt. I really want to eat… he hasn’t brought the dinner yet, but I bet it almost time he brings my dinner.
“Love!! It’s your dinner!!!”
My guess was right. He brought the dinner to me and put it beside me. I almost drool only from the smell. All the food that he gave me was actually smells good and looked good, but I don’t want to eat them. But now, I’m hungry! I need food!!
“Let me take that off from you”
He took off the fabric in my mouth with his smile. This time, I didn’t glare at him. I just looked at him.
“I’m hungry…”
“I’ll feed you”
This time, I didn’t screamed when he removed the fabric, I didn’t gave him a glare, I didn’t struggle when he take my face, and this time, I eat the food that he gave. I give up on the fourth day.
Day 7
“Please… untie me… Kyu, I beg you…”
“No”
“Kyu it’s hurt… please… I promise I’ll be good…”
I didn’t mean to cry, but the tears slowly fall. It’s hurt so bad… I can’t handle it anymore.
“Aww! Why my cute Wookie crying? Is it really hurt?”
I only gave him a nod while my tears still fall down. He took my face and kissed my cheeks. He was smiling at me before started to kiss my lips.
The kiss started to get intense. I broke the kiss first because I need some air while he moved his kiss to my neck.
“Kyu… I want to take a bath…”
He stopped kissing me and look at my face “My Wookie is so naughty… sure love, let’s take a bath”
Day 34
I’ve been a good boy for many days now. I don’t even remember how many days I’ve been here, how many days since I locked in this room, how many days since the last time I can walk freely outside, and how many days since I became his sex slave.
It’s really hard to take this at first, but as the time goes, I feel good here. I don’t want to go back to my old job, to my old apartment, or to my ex-fiancée
It’s 1.15 in the morning now but Kyu still hasn’t gone home. I’m still waiting for him to open my bedroom door… waiting for him to come to bed with me... waiting for him to sleep by my side…
It’s 2 o’clock now, but he still not home. I’m getting worried… where is he??
“Wookie, I’m home…”
I was awake by the sudden touch on my face. Apparently, I fall asleep while waiting for him… and I was fall asleep on the bedroom couch.
“Let’s go to sleep”
He kissed my lips and took me to the bed. I’m too sleepy to ask him where he was. And, I’m not in the position to ask him.
Day 36
I was waiting for him to come again. Lately he always got home late… and I can smell alcohol from his mouth. Has he been drinking?
I wasn’t asleep when the door opened. He was there, standing with his sweet smile.
“You’re not sleep yet?”
“I’m… waiting for you…”
“Awww!! My cute Wookie is waiting for me”
I blushed at that. He approached me and positioning his body on top of me. He lean forward to kiss me… a long sweet kiss.
“My cute Wookie… you still my cutest…”
“Eh?”
He was smiling at me… and I feel pain on my neck after that. I bring my hand to my neck and see some blood in my hand. It’s hurt so bad…
“Now my Wookie… what will you do to your toys when you bored at them? Throw it, right?”
I can’t say anything… its hurt…
he lean forward to my ear “Cause I’m bored at you… but don’t worry, I won’t throw you…”
He looked at me in the eyes and smile at me… but my vision is getting darker and darker…
“I’ll keep you”
- Mood:
bored
Title : Cause You’re Mine
Pairing : Kyuwook
Genre : not sure…
Warning : unbetaed
A/N : dedicated to Wookie => HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Ryeowook bought some flowers on his way to his fiancée apartment. Smile can be seen on his face. They were fighting before. She was scared because of some stalker that always sent her a letter that told her to go away from Ryeowook, almost made she hurt. But today, they were finally made up and the stalker never bothered Ryeowook fiancée in the past 2 weeks.
Ryeowook got in front of his woman’s door. He took out the key to open it and walked in when the door opened. He walked to the living room which has to pass the bed room. He was stopped in front of the bed room door. He heard moans from inside the room and decided to check on it.
There he was, standing with teary eyes. His fiancée fucked with another man. Ryeowook can’t take it anymore, he was running away as fast as he can. The flower he bought before now can be seen in a trash can near the apartment.
Ryeowook ended up in some bar. He took out his fiancée cigarette and put it in his mouth. He was looking for some lighter, but he didn’t have one. It was his fiancée who smoked, not him…
“Light?”
Ryeowook look at the man beside him. He gave him a smile and put his cigarette in it. It was his first inhale but he immediately coughing. His face turned red because of the cough.
“Are you ok?” the stranger ask Ryeowook with a concern on his face
“I’m fine… just… the first time trying this thing” Ryeowook answered after he finished coughing.
“Oh… first time smoking I see…”
“I’m so embarrassed now…” Ryeowook covered his face with his palm.
“No need to… I’m Kyuhyun by the way… you?”
“Ryeowook… Kim Ryeowook… nice to meet you Kyuhyun-sshi” he shakes the hand and smile at the man.
“Dropped the formalities… nice to meet you too”
****
Since that day, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun always met in the same bar. Ryeowook always told him about his problem and Kyuhyun just listen and give some advice to it. It’s not that difficult for them to be close.
It’s been sometimes since they knew each other. Ryeowook already forgot about his ex-fiancée, he’s having a good time with Kyuhyun. Even though they just met after office hour, but still, they used the time.
The place they met slowly change. It used to be just in the bar, but now, Kyuhyun always waiting for Ryeowook outside the office building and take him back to his apartment. Now, they mostly spend the time in Ryeowook apartment. Having dinner together, drinking together, and take a bath together.
Not only the place that change, their relation changed too. It was started this one day in Ryeowook birthday. He was having a bad day at his office and when he finally got home, Ryeowook can’t find Kyuhyun outside his office building. He tried to call him, but always connected to mail box. Ryeowook went home alone. But when he arrived in front of his entrance door, he saw Kyuhyun standing there with a looks like cake in his hand. Ryeowook just ran to him and hugged him.
“Where were you?”
“Bought some cake for you… Happy birthday Wookie”
“You remember? Thank you” Kyuhyun give his best smile at that.
They finally made their way inside. Kyuhyun was putting the cake on the table and sit on the couch while Ryeowook made hot chocolate for both of them. He brought the two glasses to the living room. Kyuhyun who was sitting on the couch, pat his lap, tell Ryeowook to sit on it.
Ryeowook did sit on Kyuhyun’s lap. They were faced each other and chat. It was not a long chat, because Kyuhyun suddenly pulled Ryeowook for a kiss which got a respond from Ryeowook. They were kissing passionately until the point that both of them gasping for some air.
“Wookie, should we continue this to bed?”
“Sure” Ryeowook grinned at that.
****
They’ve been dating for about 3 months, not counted when they still be friend, but Ryeowook never once go to Kyuhyun place. He was whining about this to Kyuhyun always.
Ryeowook has been sulky all day. He always whining about going to Kyuhyun place, but the other man only gives him a smile. Ryeowook finished today’s works. He go outside to where Kyuhyun always waiting for him, and there he is standing near his car.
“Let’s go” Kyuhyun pulled Ryeowook to his car.
“Jeez… slow down, will you!”
“My house is a bit far from here… so…”
“We’re going to your house?” Ryeowook cut Kyuhyun with his words.
“Yes we are”
“Hurry Kyu!! We need to hurry” and that’s made Kyuhyun chuckled.
****
They finally got to Kyuhyun house. Ryeowook was smiling when they entered the house. Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook and put his hand on Ryeowook’s shoulder.
“Kyu… I love your home”
“You do? Want to stay here?”
“Yes yes yes, I want”
Ryeowook looked so adorable and Kyuhyun can’t stop himself to kiss Ryeowook. The kiss got hotter than it supposed to.
“Wookie, I want you”
“I want you too”
Kyuhyun took Ryeowook to his bed room. They were locked in an intense kiss and slowly pull out the clothes.
****
Ryeowook was awake because of the sun light. He looked beside him and found it empty. He wants to get up, but, they were doing it a lot last night and now, Ryeowook feels kinda sore.
“Kyu… where are you?”
“I’m here”
Kyuhyun was standing in front of his bath room. He approach Ryeowook and give him a kiss. Ryeowook smiled at the peck.
“Why stop?”
“Wookie… I’m wondering… why sunyee left you?” Ryeowook eyes wide opened.
“I never told you my ex-fiancée’s name… how could you…”
“Know? Of course I know… who do you think gave her all those letter? It was me Wookie”
Kyuhyun face totally changed. There isn’t any smile on his handsome face, it was all replace with a smirk, a devilish smirk.
“You were the…”
“I’m not a stalker Wookie… I’m a man who love you… more than that bitch”
Ryeowook didn’t say any other words. He got off the bed and tried to run away. But he fell as soon as he stands up.
“We did it quite a lot last night my love. It will be hard for you to stand”
Kyuhyun help Ryeowook to stand up and put him on the bed again.
“No! Let me go!!”
“Hmm? I thought you said, you want to live here my Wookie”
“No!!! Let me go!! Let me go!!”
“I’m afraid you can’t… cause you’re mine Wookie… no one will take you away from me now…”
- Location:on my bed
- Listening to:Kyuhyun - 7 years of love
Title : Can I have a second chance?
Pairing : Kyuwook
Genre : angst
Warning : unbetaed
Summary : Kyu and Wookie were a happy couple before Wookie found out Kyu was fucking with someone.
A/N : *sigh* it’s a fail… do tell me if it’s even worse than a fail >.< I don’t know how to turn an angst story to have a happy end >.<
I know that in some relationship we have to trust each other. I do have faith in Kyu… but everyday it’s getting harder and harder to say those words.
It was all started when we shuffled our room. I got room with Yesung hyung, while kyu being Sungmin hyung’s roommate. Since the very first day we weren’t roommate anymore, he turned cold…
Well, I know I shouldn’t have said that. He still gave me a kiss whenever he wants to go. He still hugged me whenever… I don’t know… I can’t remember when the last time he hugged me… I just don’t know anymore… am I being stupid if I said that I still love him?? Cause I do love him… very much…
****
“Wookie hyung…” he said while hugging me from behind.
“Hmm?”
“I need to go with Sungmin hyung… I’ll see you later”
He just kissed me after that. Not even bother to listen to my answer. He immediately went to Sungmin hyung and they just walked out that door. Kyu not even looked back to see me… it’ just me who stared at their… well… his retreated back.
“See you later Kyu…” I know it’s useless to said that… kyu’s gone…
****
I was sleeping before I woke up because of some nightmare. I sit on my bed to steadying my breath and I looked at the clock on my phone.
“2.37 am…”
I got up from the bed. I need to drink something. I chuckled a bit when I heard some snoring from the bed across mine. I opened the door slowly, not wanting to disturbed Yesung hyung from his deep sleep.
Well, I was surprised when I see the TV still on with a ‘pause’ on its screen. So Kyu still awake, huh? I need to tell him to go to sleep. We have a schedule tomorrow, no scratch that, in a few hours. And he needs to wake up at 7.
I decided to go to the kitchen first. I need to drink first and looking for Kyu after that. Or maybe he just went to toilet and I can found him sitting in front of the TV and playing his PS 3 again after I drink. I chuckled a bit and walked to the kitchen.
It isn’t like what I thought… it’s great to found Kyu in the kitchen, but… he’s not alone… Sungmin hyung was right there with Kyu… and they weren’t sitting in the table and chat… Sungmin hyung got pressed to the wall and crossed his legs to Kyu…
“Kyu…”
They were surprised to see me standing here. Sungmin hyung buried his face to Kyu’s shoulder and weren’t looking at me.
“Wookie… hyung…” he was saying that with a shaky voice.
I can’t believe it either… I wasn’t crying when I saw this… I approached them instead. Standing there and faced them. I took Kyu’s hand gently, the hand that hold Sungmin hyung’s waist. I placed it on my chest.
“Kyu… it’s hurt…” I was looking at him when I said that.
He didn’t say anything. He was just looking at me. I took Kyu’s hand off of my chest and I let it go…
“Good night Kyu… good night Sungmin hyung…” I know that my voice was a bit shaky when I said that.
I walked back to my shared room. Not even bother with a glass of water anymore. I didn’t even look back. I don’t know how they’ll react anymore.
I buried my face to the pillow as soon as I lay down on my bed… trying hard not to cry… I did succeed to prevent my tears for falling down. But I didn’t succeed to stop my heart for being hurt… it still hurt… so bad…
****
“Kyu, you’ll get a solo in our concert. Think of some song ok?” Teukie hyung said that while leaning on Kangin Hyung.
“Eeteuk hyung, can I do it with Wookie hyung?”
To be truth, I was startled when Kyu asking those question to Teukie hyung. I just looked at him with a questioning looks. I don’t want it. I really don’t want to have a duet with him.
“Ask Wookie… not me”
Teukie hyung answered and get up to confirmed it to manager hyung. I still sit there not knowing what to say.
I might not screamed at Kyu and Sungmin hyung, I might not looked at them with anger in my eyes, but since “that” time I haven’t talked to Kyu and Sungmin hyung like I used to. I was just being near them if there is someone else. So, it’s pretty clear that I CAN’T DO A DUET WITH HIM!!
“Wookie hyung… can you?”
“No”
“Wookie I can hear you!!! You’ll have a duet with Kyu”
“Bu… but I thought you said it’s up to me”
“Did I? I change my mind then”
“Hyung…” I whined
“You can just play the piano if you don’t want to sing”
“Hyung, you can’t do that”
“Good thing I’m the leader”
“He leaves me no choice”
I give kyu a bitter smile and leave him there. I go to Teukie hyung to protest about it. I just hope that he’ll change his mind.
****
Well hope will be just hope… Teukie hyung counter all my whined and my puppy eyes. Here I am… stuck in the practice room with Kyu… and it’s just the two of us… I’ll be happy stuck in this condition a few months ago… but now… I really want to run away…
“Hyung, I decided to sing this”
I accepted the paper with a smile and sit to play the piano. I haven’t said a word to him today. And the fact that ten of my hyungs and one of my dongsaeng already get back home and left the two of us here make the “I won’t say a word to him” more difficult.
“Hyung, can I talk to you?”
We were in the middle of 1.30 am practice and he wants to talk?
“No… let’s just continue it from where you stopped”
“Please?”
“Kyu, you’re tired and I’m tired too. Can’t we make this fast and go home?”
“I can’t talk to you at home”
“I guess you won’t continue it. Then I’ll just go home. I need to sleep”
I already take my things and walked to the door. But he, he took my hand and pulled me into a hug.
“Let me go please”
“No”
This is wrong… I knew it… but the most shocking things is I didn’t try to let go. I enjoy being hugged by him. It’s just too long since the last time he hugged me… and I simply miss him.
“Hyung, can you just yell at me? Blame me for everything I did?”
I didn’t answer it. I just stay there in his embrace.
“I can stand it if you just do that. But you’re not… in fact, you’re ignoring me hyung… and it breaks my heart even more…”
I don’t know why, but I feel like something stabbing my heart. It’s hurt…
“Please… answer me hyung…”
There was an awkward silence after he said that. I tried to speak, but the voice won’t come out there are tears instead.
“Please…”
“What should I tell you? How hurt it is?” I’ve tried to remain calm. But it’s not as calm as I wanted to. I said those words a bit loud… and he’s the one who remain silent now.
“You wanna know how much it’s hurt when you turned cold? Or you wanna know how much it’s hurt when you’re the one who’s ignoring me? Or you wanna know how much it’s hurt when I saw you and Sungmin hyung fuck each other? Which one you wanna know Kyu? Which one?”
He still not answers my question, but his hug getting tighter. Now that I explode, I really can’t stop myself anymore. My tears did fall and make Kyu’s clothes wet. But good thing, I didn’t sobbing.
“I’m sorry… I’ve hurt you…”
“No Kyu… trust me, you do me a favor… now that I know how jer umph!”
He kissed me. And the worst is, I responded at his kiss. I wrapped my hands on his shoulder and make it deeper.
I broke the kiss and push him lightly. I wiped my lips and looked at him. He seems as surprised as me.
“I…” I startled.
“Hyung… please… give me another chance… I beg you…”
“No”
I was running away after that. I go straight home and left him alone there.
****
After that time, I never practice if it just the two of us anymore. I go straight home after the practice and never talk to Kyu anymore.
This is our turn. I play the piano and Kyu sing the song. I’m so nervous, because, I play the piano alone… I mean, I’m in the stage alone… Kyu is so far… it’s the concept… he’ll approach me…
****
“Were you crying Kyu?” Donghae hyung asked Kyu as soon as we’re off the stage. I’m here too, that’s why I can hear it.
“Yes I am…”
“Really? Why?” now, Kibum is the one who asked… supporting his boyfriend maybe…
“Yes… because, some of the lyrics… really shows my feeling”
I looked at him. And he… looks at me too…
“I hope… he can understand what I mean…” Kyu was saying that with a bitter smile and we still
look at each other.
“Oh… ok… Kibummie, let’s get out of here… there are two people who need to talk about their problem” Donghae hyung pulled Kibum somewhere.
Well, I’m confused here… did he knew it? I looked at them. They seem so happy…
“He’s right… we need to talk hyung…”
“There’s nothing…”
“Yes, there is” he cut me off. I’m not finished with my words yet.
He walked to me. He took me into a kiss again. And I still kiss him back. When it comes to Kyu, my brain is getting slower to think and my heart beat as fast as the first time we kissed. I know it sounds stupid… but its truth…
“That’s what I meant” he broke the kiss and said that.
“Huh?” that’s the only answer that I can come up.
“Hyung… I still love you… I admit that all of this happened because of me. I really regret that… I won’t do that again… I promise you… please give me another chance… please?”
“I… I understand… I’ll give you another chance…” I give him a smile.
“Thank you hyung… saranghae…” he smiled at me… damn! I never can get over with that smile. Smiles that can make everyone swoon.
We were almost kissing. Like an inch left when suddenly Yesung hyung comes.
“It’s KRY turn now. Can you two postpone the kiss for awhile? We have a performance remember?”
- Location:on my bed
- Mood:accomplished
- Listening to:BOA - i did it for love
- Location:on my bed
- Mood:
blank - Listening to:Super Junior - love disease
Title : Fall for You
Pairing : Sichul
Genre : Fluff
Summary : Heechul has a crush for Siwon.
Warning : unbetaed
A/N : dedicated to
keyla_yeppo => UNNI!!!! I finally fulfilled my promise xDDD
You know that you have something to him since the first time you laid your eyes on him. Your eyes always followed him wherever he goes. Your mouth always tugged a smile whenever you with him. Even your anger always fades whenever he came. You always feel safe whenever you’re with him.
When you were assigned to be Super Junior member, you were actually worried. You wanted to be assigned in the groups, because that’s the reason why you got into SM in the first place, but, in the other hand, you don’t want to be apart with him.
You almost rejected the offer to be Super Junior member. But then, you saw him there, gathered with other Super Junior member. You forgot about your decision and ran to him. You were hugging him tight.
“I’m happy to see you here Wonnie” you tell him that.
“I’m happy to see you too Hyung” he hugged you back, as tight as your hug.
You love his hug, you love his scent, you love his smile, and you love his everything.
As a boy band, an Asia boy band, you know that you have to do some fan service. All the Super Junior member did it. You did it too. Mostly you did it with Hankyung, Kibum, and him.
There is this day when Super Junior threw a party. Not for someone’s birthday, it’s just simply a party. You all drunk. The only sober person was just you, Kibum, and Ryeowook. Even him… he was drunk too.
You all playing dare game. Not truth or dare, it’s just dare. Kibum was daring him to kiss you… again… the kiss was deep and wet. You were enjoying the kiss. You can’t lie to yourself that you have the butterfly inside your stomach. That’s when you realized that you already fall for him.
You have known him for years now. But, the feeling you have never faded. It grew even stronger every day.
You are Kim Heechul, the craziest member of Super Junior. You’re the one who have the idea of kissing each person that help you perform the ‘crazy’ song. He was one of the people that help. He was the drummer. And surprisingly, he agreed.
He was the last one that you have to kiss. You do know why your heart beatings like crazy. You were so nervous. Not because of you have to sing in front of thousand people, it because of you have to kiss him. You didn’t have the feeling when you have to kissed Sungmin and Jungmo. But him… you were really nervous… even when you just thinking of that.
He was hugging you after the performance. You didn’t know how, but it was just the two of you there. He pinned you to the wall and start kissing you. You gasped at that. He used the opportunity to insert his tongue. You once again, were enjoying your fourth kiss with him.
You broke the kiss. You need some air to breath. You were looked at him with some surprised looks. He kissed you. And he’s Choi Siwon on top of that.
“Wha…” you loss for words.
“I love you hyung”
You still loss for words. You don’t know what to say. You were just standing there in a questioning look. But he smiled at you. The smiles that make your legs feel like jelly.
“I thought… you’re…” you stopped there. You can’t continue your words.
“What?” he was smiling again.
“Fuck with that”
You’re smiling at him and started to kiss him again. Wet and hot.
****
Ryeowook was standing there with his jaws dropped open. He was blushing to see some scene when he opened the door to change clothes. It was your scene. Fortunately, Kyuhyun who came with Ryeowook immediately pull him into a hug.
“GO GET A ROOM WILL YOU!!!! YOU RUINED MY WOOKIE INNOCENT!!!” Kyuhyun screamed at both of you. He closed the door again and pulled his shocking Wookie into some kiss.
- Location:on my bed
- Mood:
crazy - Listening to:Super Junior - Monster
- Mood:awake
- Listening to:Super Junior - It's You
100. Regrets, Hanchul, Sichul
Title : The biggest mistake ever
Pairing : Hanchul, Sichul, (ninja!) Kichul, mention of Kihae
Genre : Angst
A/N : credit to
leunah23 => unni if you really are that sleepy, you could do this tomorrow ^o^ but you do this today ^ ^;; anyway, i love you unni for doing this XDDD
dedicated to
Now, here we are sitting in the same college. We took different majors, but we were still close because we lived in the same dorm and we were roommates. Everything in our life changed. Everything... our classes were now different (we always belonged to the same class before). Our friends have changed because different majors meant different people and we needed to be friends with them. Different majors meant different schedules, we seldom see each other in campus. We only met in the dorm at night. Still, one thing that will never changed is our friendship,we were still best friends.
There was this one day when we met this guy, Kim Heechul, a weird guy but had a face that was too pretty for a guy. He took a different major from us that’s why I didn’t know how did we manage to become best friends. I think it started when he told me that he loved someone named Kim Kibum.
Yes, Heechul and I became close earlier than Heechul and Siwon. Heechul always told me everything. Everything…
It’s been six months since we knew each other. We knew how crazy Heechul was and how much he loved to tease people. Siwon and I always being his victims. Until one day when Kibum walked in front of us, which made me and Siwon thought that it was the best time for revenge. We teased Heechul with Kibum, and I knew how childish it was.
“No, I don’t like Kibum anymore… he has Donghae now, why should I still be in love with him?” Heechul said that with a smirk.
I don’t know why, but I felt really happy because of that. I immediately hugged him and laughed with him and Siwon.
Yes, it’s been months since we knew each other and we became bestfriends, but this feeling, it’s new. I didn’t know since when I started to look at Kim Heechul in different way. I didn’t know since when I started to have butterflied in my stomach whenever I’m with him. I didn’t know since when I started to feel nervous whenever he sat beside me. I didn’t know since when I started to get jealous whenever Heechul get close to Siwon or any other guy and I didn’t know since when I started to fall in love with him. I really didn’t know…
“Hankyung hyung!”
“Yeah?”
“What will you do if Heechul hyung loves you?”
I didn’t know why Siwon suddenly asked that kind of question. Did he know that I love Heechul? Should I tell him the truth? Will he still be my friend if I tell him the truth? All I know, Siwon doesn’t like this kind of stuff. He always believed that the woman was created for man, and he believed that the perfect relationship is only between a man and a woman. Not a male ot male relationship. I didn’t know whether I should tell him the truth or not… I didn’t want him to feel disgust whenever he’s with me… but I didn’t want lying to my bestfriend either…
“Hmm, I don’t know… I always thought of Heechul as my bestfriend. I never thought of him that way… why did you ask?” I said with a smile.
“Nothing… Just asking…” Siwon immediately looked away from me. It made me thinking. Did I give him an answer that he needed or was it really obvious that I lied to him? I didn’t know… the lamp was turned off after that and we went to sleep.
There was this day when I needed Heechul’s help with my assignment. I went to his room only to find him crying alone. It’s really unusual to see him crying. I hugged him, I didn’t know what to say. Heechul was a jerk, a jerk that I loved, but the Heechul in my arms was far from that image. Heechul in my arm looked really fragile and made me want to protect him. I never saw Heechul in this condition. He was just… different… seeing him in this condition, it makes me want to comfort him. I wanted to kiss him, but, it would make us indifferent, I didn’t want to change what we have now. Staying as bestfriends was the best choice ever.
The next day, Heechul was back to his old self again. Back being a jerk. I can’t see any difference in his smile and his laugh, but his eyes can’t lie. His eyes were incompatible with his laughter and words.
There was this one day again when I needed to go to Heechul place. I opened his door and I saw him making love with Siwon. Of course they noticed me. I just smiled at them and closed that fucking door. I must be really unlucky, whenever I came to his place, I always saw s different side of him. The first time, he was crying, and the second time I saw my two bestfriends having sex. But it’s not about being unlucky that made me cry, it’s because of I just realized that I’ve lost my chance to be with Heechul. I never knew that Heechul and Siwon loved each other. I just never knew…
Later that night, Siwon came back to our room. He was surprised to see me. Well, I understand if he was shy. It’s really unpleasant to saw your bestfriend after being caught having sex with his other bestfriend. I smiled at him and patted his back.
“Since when?” I asked him with a smile. I knew it was not a sincere question.
“Hyung… it’s…” He took a deep breath before continuing what he said, “Today” he said.
“Congratulations then!!! Why do you look so sad? You should be happy”
“Hyung, don’t you know that… that he used to love you?”
I didn’t know whether I should cry or smile. I didn’t know what should I do. I’m happy to know that Heechul loved me, but on the other hand, he and Siwon are… well, I don’t know… I don’t know what I should do anymore.
“Really?” that word is the only word that came from my mouth
“Yeah… do you remember when I asked you about what if Heechul hyung loves you?”
“Yes…”
“It was the words from him. He told me to ask you that…”
“Is that why he was crying?” I asked that, but it’s just a whispered.
“Pardon?”
“Nothing… Congratulations to both of you!” I said that once again with a smile and got out of the room.
I walked… just walked… without aim… I felt that it’s hurt too much, and I can’t hold my tears any longer. I don’t want to make Siwon worried. This was stupid. How can I be this stupid? It should have been me who had sex with Heechul… it shouldn’t be Siwon… If only I’m not that stupid…
If someone asked me what my biggest regret in life was, it’s that I never said how much I loved Kim Heechul. I was too caught in my thoughts that everyone… no, not everyone… its Siwon… will hate me and never looked at me as the same Hankyung anymore. But it turned out to be the biggest mistake ever too. I never expected that Siwon have some feeling for Heechul. Now, all I can do is just give my support to them and tried to give my sincere smile whenever I saw them.
- Mood:
blank - Listening to:FT. Island - Missing you
Title : Letter from Kyuhyun
Pairing : Kyuwook
Genre : Fluff
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Kyu give a letter to Wookie in his birthday as his present.
A/N : credit to
leunah23 => thanks for always beta'd my fic unni XDDD
My love,
Hyung… My hyung… My only hyung… HAPPY BIRHTDAY!!
It’s been years since we’re together. How many years has it been? One? Two? or maybe three? *evil laugh*. But hyung, why didn’t I ever get tired of you? *pout pout*. Hahahaha…just kidding. You know why I can’t be tired of you, don’t you? Fine I’ll tell you… Because, I love you so damn much. Corny? (Yeah I think so too) >.<
My dearest hyung,
In these past years I know I have been a real (you could add some endless if you want hyung :p) ass boyfriend to you (AM I??).
There were times when we shout at each other. There were times when we fight, like before I got into that accident but most of the time, we will make up right away. .
My beloved hyung,
There were times we needed sex. There were times that we shared a kiss. There were times that we’re just cuddling. There were times when we’re just holding hands and there were times when we just chatted and laughed without really doing anything. But hyung, I never feel bored about all of these. It even made me love you more than yesterday.
My only hyung,
There is one song that I will always like. There is one song that will describe my feelings for you. There is one song that I will always sing for you.
Whenever I’m weary from the battles that rage
in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity
hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I’m holding a fortune that heaven has given
to me
I’ll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be you man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won’t be alone anymore
If I’d only known you were there all the time
All this time
Until the day the ocean doesn’t touch the
sand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Now and forever
I will be your man
I know you like this song (and I know why… You like it because I LOVE this song :p)… I will surely sing this song for you until you won’t listen to this ever again…
Hyung hyung hyung hyung hyung…
I dunno what should I call you anymore… love? Honey? Dear?
*sigh* I can’t decide…whatever…
My Wookie hyung,
I have 1 word left for you…
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU
Your only Kyu (it’s TRUE! You can’t have someone like me anymore :p)
Tears started to form in Ryeowook eyes as soon as he finished reading the letter. This letter is the last present that he opened, well, saving the best for the last…
Ryeowook dashed off to find Kyuhyun. He found him sitting in his room playing his PS 3. Ryeowook smiled at that, he walked to Kyu and hugged him from behind, resting his head on Kyu’s shoulder.
“I love you Kyu…”
Kyuhyun surprised by the sudden hug from behind and the words that followed after. He paused his game and put the stick down. He looked back and found Ryeowook hugging him.
“Hyung? Are you ok?”
“Never been better…”
“What happened?”
“I’ve read the letter…”
Kyuhyun smiled at his hyung. He tried to turn back to face Ryeowook. Feeling the movement from his dongsaeng, Ryeowook loosened his hug and let Kyuhyun face him. They smiled at each other. Kyuhyun leaned forward to kiss his hyung. not just a simple one, but a deep one. They kissed until they felt the need for air.
“I love you hyung…”
“I love you too Kyu… My Kyu…"
- Listening to:Suju KRY - Georeumeul Momchugoo
Title : Don't You Dare to Leave me
Genre : (not sure...)
Pairing : Kyuhyun centric, kyuwook
A/N : credit to
leunah23 => thanks for beta'd it unni XDD
keyla_yeppo => unni, i'm sorry for making kyu like this XDD
“Wookie hyung, I’m back"
No answer…
Is he still sleeping?
“Wookie hyung, are you still sleeping?”
Still no answer… well may be he’s still sleeping. May be he was too tired. I decided to let him sleep and went to prepare some breakfast for both of us. It didn’t take long, since it’s just a simple breakfast.
I smiled at the food… it looked good and it tasted good… I’m proud of myself…
“oh yes!!” I’ve said that with a laugh.
I took the food upstairs, to the room where Wookie hyung was sleeping. I opened the door and I found him still sleeping… I put the food on the table and walked to him.
“Hyung, wake up…” I said that with a smile
He didn’t wake up…
“Hyung… wake up please…”Now I said that without a smile…
“YAH!! Kim Ryeowook!! I told you to wake up” I lost my patience
Damn! I shouldn’t be like that.
Last night we were fighting because I lost my patience and I saw him crying… no, I can’t lose my patience… I didn’t want to see him crying again. May be he was still mad about last night… I should just wake him up nicely…
“Hyung… wake up please… If you’re still angry about last night, I’m sorry about that… really sorry… it was all my fault”
He’s still not answering.
“Hyung, are you still mad at me? I’m so sorry… Hyung, I didn’t mean to stab you… I’m sorry… but I already wiped all the blood… I even change your clothes… forgive me please… wake up hyung…”
He’s still not answering
“Hyung, are planning to leave me? Like what they told you? I know all of that hyung… they say I’m crazy, weird, and other things that really broke my heart… Hyung you won’t leave, will you?”
Stupid me! Why should I ask that question? I knew the answer already…
“Of course you won’t, right hyung? You’re still here… and I know you won’t leave me… I know you love me… I love you too hyung.” I said that with a chuckle. I should have known that hyung loves me and he won’t leave me… I look at hyung’s angelic face… I leaned forward and kissed him…
“I love you hyung…”
- Listening to:Kim Jong Kook
Title : Bad Dream
Pairing : Kyuwook
A/N : dedicated to
leunah23 => this is for unni, because she *whispering*doesn'twantotakethecrediteve
kyuhyunlover3 => thank you for the kyuwook smut!!! LOVE IT SO XDDD
My hand hurts, my head hurts, my body hurts… I think I woke up because of the pain. I opened my eyes and I can’t recognize the room.
“Where am I?”
I got up. Remembering what happened, I knew, we got into an accident on our way home from Sukira. I gasped at the words I just said.
“What about the others?”
I got down from my bed. I started to walk to look for Eeteuk hyung, Enhyuk hyung and Shindong hyung. The door was open so I just walked through it. My body still hurts, but the pain slowly disappeared.
I walked through the hospital corridor, I hadn’t walked that far when I found all the members crying and hugging each other. I saw Shindong hyung was there, but I can’t find Eunhyuk hyung and Eeteuk hyung… wait, I can’t find Wookie hyung either. I wanted to greet them and tell them I’m ok, but… I thought it was not a good time.
I decided to look for Wookie hyung… and yeah, I saw him sitting alone on the hospital bench. I knew that he was crying so hard. He’s such a cry baby… I sat beside him, well 1st, I thought I need to apologize for the fight we had and then ask how’ were the others.
“Wookie hyung…”
I called him but he still looked down. Did he hear me? He should have heard me… maybe he was still mad at me or he can’t look at me because he’d be embarrassed because I will mock him that he’s a cry baby.
“Hyung… I’m sorry. It was all my fault… will you forgive me?”
No answer. He was not asleep so why didn’t he answer me? He cried so hard… I started to panic. I didn’t know… I just panicked.
“Teukie hyung… Kyu… please be safe…”
He said that in between sobs. Wait! Did he just say my name? Yes he did! Be safe? I AM safe… can’t he see me?
“hyung, what are you talking about? Hyung it’s me… I’m here!! Why can’t you hear me?”
I shouted beside him, but he still can’t hear me. I wanted to shake him so he can hear me, but I can’t even touch him. I touched his cheeks, his hair, his hand, his palm, but it was useless. I can’t touch him.
I ran back to where my hyungs were and they were still crying. I talked to all of them, but no one heard me. I tried to touch them, but then again, it was useless. What’s wrong with me? I started to run everywhere and talk to everyone, but no one can hear me. I was scared…
*GASP*
I woke up! Sweat was all over my body. It was just a dream. Damn! I was really scared but thank God, it’s was just a dream. I heard voices from outside. Most likely it’s from the TV and someone giggling… it was Wookie hyung’s voice.
I walked outside and I found Wookie hyung in the living room watching some Disney cartoon. I walked towards him and hugged him from behind. I kissed his hair. He was surprised. No wonder he reacted that way for he knew it was just the two of us here and he knew that I was sleeping in my room.
“You woke up Kyu?”
“Yeah…”
He paused the movie and turned back to look at me. I loosened up my hug so he can turn back. He looked at me for awhile and he smiled. He was so cute.
“Bad dream?” He asked.
“Yeah… a really bad one…” I said that and began to walk to sit beside him
“About what?”
I looked at him for awhile and sighed. I really didn’t want to remember it, but I still told him the whole story.
“No wonder you’re scared…” he said with a smile.
“No hug for me?”
He was giggling and he hugged me. It was not a long hug. He broke it easily and I was about to whine, but he pulled and kissed me. Wow! It was a long kiss. I started to think that maybe I should just jump over him, but he broke the kiss… again… damn!
“Feeling good?”
“Yeah… may be another kiss will make it damn better”
He’s smiled… and yeah, I got another kiss, not as deep as the first one, but I did feel better. Stupid me…
“Damn better right now?”
I laughed so hard. I thought that should answer his question.
He smiled at me.
Well, thank God I still can see his smile and his face… and I can still feel his kiss too…
“Hyung, I’m still sleepy… I wanna sleep in your lap…”
“Ok…”
He moved to the end of the sofa, and yeah I slept on his lap. It felt reaallllyyy good! He smiled at me before he continued to watch the cartoon. I smiled back and I started to close my eyes. I felt really safe.
- Location:home
- Mood:
blank
081. Noise/Noiseless, Kangin/Shindong
Title : SHUT UP PLEASE!!!
Pairing : (friendship) Kangin/shindong, (a little) Kangteuk
“Yah Shindong!! How are you this morning?” Kangin said that with a big grin in his face.
“Bad... nu uh, it’s worst…”
“Huh? Are you ok? Should we go to hospital?”
“No hyung… I’m fine… I just need some sleep…” Shindong said that and get another cup of coffee
“YAH SHINDONG!!! How can you sleep if you drink too much cofee!!!” Kangin yelled at him and take the cup away.
“Hyung, we have practice… I can’t practice if I asleep there… now, give me back my cup”
“NO!!! You can skip today practice and go to sleep”
“Yeah, and ruin our concert… no thanks…Hyung, just give me back my coffee and that will be the last cup”
“Promise?”
“Promise…” said Shindong sleepily.
Super Junior got a tough practice for their concert. Fortunately, even though Shindong feels sleepy, he can follow the dances. They got home at 1.30 am, and immediately sleep in their bed.
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“Ka… Kangin-ah… not there… ah!! st… stop…”
“You sure want me to stop hyung?” Kangin smirked can be seen in his face.
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“ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!! I have enough!!! I need to sleep!!
- Mood:
bored - Listening to:Super Junior - Let's Not
